I'm listening to all these books and reading and... At the end of the day, it's just like... You know, people are just... Busy with their own lives. And, you know, it's hard for me, because there's certain things that I want to do, then I don't do them, and then, you know, it's hard for me to accept that, and everybody, oh, just let it go, don't be so hard on yourself, just accept yourself, and then, it's not fucking easy.