I'm such a loner. My first reaction is like, I want to go there but then I don't want to because it's going to be too much people and I feel like interacting with all of them is just going to be so exhausting. But at the same time, I'm like, but you want to though. That's why those thoughts keep coming, like you want to go to, you want to do these things... You're just going to have to suck it up and just kind of throw yourself into it and see what happens. And these are your people too; these are my people. I don't even... And I care about the community and I care about all of them. So I'm just going to go out of my way and step into kind of, I guess... Discomfort.