But you know it's such an insidious disease that I didn't get sober. Sometimes I worked in a factory, I would go to work, sometimes, sometimes I wouldn't, and my job actually paid for me to go to this rehab. But it was that thing where, if I leave, if I go somewhere else, maybe things will be better. In the meetings, this is somebody telling you what to do. But I felt like I belonged, I think, for the first time really in my life.