Mark E. Opens Up: From Struggles to Sobriety on Oct-sober Recovery Podcast
I will pick up a drink again if I start to believe that it's ok, and the only way I'm going to start to believe that it's ok is if I stop going to meetings. And you know that's why I go to meetings.
AJ Butler sits down with his long-time friend Mark E. for a raw and heartfelt chat about their journeys to sobriety. Mark’s story is unique right from the start, with a 'weird' relationship with alcohol even before he started drinking. He shares how, in moments of trouble, he used to reach for harmful things that ultimately did more damage. Now, his go-to support is his 12-step program and the fellowship that comes with it.
Mark takes us through his college years and early career, where drinking was the norm and often encouraged. Things escalated when he began traveling for work, leading to some truly imaginative yet dangerous behaviors, like hiding paint thinner in a coffee can. A powerful quote from the episode is Mark's realization that 'righteous anger is a luxury the alcoholic cannot afford'.
The conversation touches on many key topics including sponsorship, building connections as a newcomer, and the crucial role of sober friends and small groups. Family also comes into play, highlighting how sobriety impacts relationships and the importance of gratitude. Mark’s journey is a testament to the power of accountability and honesty in recovery. He discusses how these elements helped him repair relationships and stay committed to personal growth.
The episode wraps up with a poignant reminder that sobriety is a daily practice requiring ongoing effort and dedication. Tune in for an episode filled with candid moments, practical advice, and a lot of heart.