Shawn's Journey: From Prison Walls to Sober Halls
It's about wives and spouses...the drugs and alcohol are going to come first...If I didn't keep my recovery first, there is no relationship.
Imagine spending a lifetime bouncing in and out of prison, battling addiction at every turn. That's the reality Shawn shares with host AJ Butler in this gripping episode of the Oct-sober Recovery Podcast. Shawn's story is a raw and honest account of his struggles with alcoholism and addiction, and how he found a lifeline in the 12 Steps of AA and a commitment to honesty.
He emphasizes the importance of putting recovery above everything else, a lesson learned the hard way through years of hardship and loss. The conversation dives deep into the impact of addiction on family life, revealing the thin line between attending meetings to stay sober and being present for loved ones. Shawn opens up about the role of ego in his journey, candidly admitting that he's reached a point where he no longer cares about others' opinions.
His experiences in state and county prisons paint a vivid picture of the challenges faced by those with a criminal past trying to rebuild their lives. Shawn doesn't shy away from discussing the darker side of the recovery business, expressing his discomfort with some aspects of it. Yet, his determination to stay sober shines through, showcasing his willingness to do whatever it takes to maintain his recovery.
As he puts it, 'If I didn't keep my recovery first, there is no relationship.'
This episode is not just about Shawn's personal journey; it's a broader reflection on the complexities of addiction, recovery, and the relentless pursuit of a better life. Whether you're in recovery yourself or supporting someone who is, Shawn's story offers hope, insight, and a powerful reminder that change is possible, no matter how daunting the past.