I need to figure out some really effective ways to combat that effectively. But also, like I said, I kind of just gracefully popped out of it. So there was an event severe enough for me to wake up from the quote-unquote self-blame spell and go, Oh shit, it really isn't me. I'm actually awesome like I felt like I was before I am still me I am still the version of my empowered confident self I worked so hard to be.