None of this s*** is your fault, and we're gonna try to do drugs to escape and follow that first high. Right, you could be the hero of your own story, but you don't have to feel limited because you're young, right, you have more energy and strength and potential to any adult around you. You're less than great and not worthy of greatness like for real. I don't want you to internalize that, as you failed because your story hasn't been written.