I feel like everything was kind of like on hyper, I don't know, hyper speed mode or something. And so now I'm like, okay, watching that and so now I'm like okay where are my crawl spaces are they all because this is like a thing man like peeps be breaking into homes and like eating things out of the pantry and like doing stuff like that feeding animals which could be a a win I guess depending on how you look at it but yeah well you know I think the moral of the story that what we've uncovered here is that, you know, even after we put down alcohol and the drugs, that obsessiveness, that constant need for more, the fixating, the obsessing, that doesn't go away, which is why we have to constantly be working on our recovery, right? We can't take days off, right? And if we do, we certainly can't take very many off in a row.