Andy H: From Illusion to Authenticity in Sobriety
I sometimes, as you described, you know, I moved from this guy of being a complete facade to a guy who was genuine and authentic, because that's all I wanted to be.
Ever wondered how someone stays sober for nearly two decades? Meet Andy H. from Montclair, NJ, who has been on this incredible journey since October 28th, 2003. In this episode of 'Seasons of Sobriety', hosted by Howard M., Andy opens up about the highs and lows of his long-term recovery. Andy shares how he once lived a double life, pretending to be sober at home while drinking on the road.
This facade eventually led him to check himself into a hospital, marking the beginning of his true path to sobriety. Andy's story is filled with valuable lessons, like the importance of having a higher power that offers freedom without precepts. He also dives deep into steps 8 and 9 of recovery, emphasizing the need for personal reflection and making amends.
One of the most touching parts of Andy's journey is his battle with lingering childhood resentments that affected his adult life, including his work and financial security. He also discusses the spiritual awakening he experienced while trying to quit smoking, describing it as the 'awful grace of God'. During the pandemic, Andy faced the unique challenge of teaching high school remotely, dealing with a flood of emails from faculty, parents, and students.
Despite these hurdles, he remains committed to his job and sobriety. Andy's journey from living a facade to embracing authenticity is both inspiring and informative. If you're curious about what it takes to maintain long-term sobriety and want to hear a story of genuine transformation, this episode is a must-listen.