I felt like I was living a double life. Here I am... working with clients in a one-on-one setting. I also worked in startups for a long time. And, you know, I was that person that could spit fire all these... facts and knowledge about the body... And there was, you know, as much as I always love to drink and love to check out and love to have that kind of way to escape and unwind, at the same time, I also had this really deep desire to achieve and to do and to be.