I knew deep in my own heart of hearts that if it didn't work, that I could always go back to drinking, and I knew what that life is like. I'm blown away by um, this book by Emmett Fox, the spirit, the sermon on the mount, and talking about- uh, you know Jesus, and I will tell you under no uncertain terms, Three Years Ago, um, Two And A Half Years, sober, Three Years Ago, if you would have told me I was going to read a book about Jesus Christ, I woulda, I woulda, I woulda, I woulda called you absolutely certifiably insane, right?