I want to develop this relationship with this new power that I've come to know who's a director, an employer, and what I understood that to mean is if this power, I don't know, for me, okay, my higher power doesn't give me parking spots, come and talk to me. Because I swear, if God came, and not that it doesn't happen for you, but I've heard people say, God told me X, Y, and Z. Wow, the next time you talk to him, can you ask him a few things for me?