In Christian recovery, steps 3 and 11 read this way. Step 3, we made a decision to turn our lives and our wills over to the care of God. And step 11, we sought through prayer and meditation to improve our conscious contact with God, praying only for knowledge of his will for us and the power to carry that out. And where do we get the desire to turn over our will and our life over to God? Where does the inspiration come from to improve our conscious contact with God? From whom do we receive the power to carry that out? It's a work of the Holy Spirit in you, which is a huge indicator of how much God loves you.