For me, this is what the vacation, the vacation. Maybe of the time that I would agree is it's just like you don't understand? You can't even see the positive in that situation at all. He just really motivates me and inspires me. When your plans don't go right, when life don't go right, my son, Ezekiel, my daughter Zoe and my other son, Elijah, taught me is that it's all in your mind.