It was interesting that god had gave me scriptures throughout, like somebody gave me a note card that has scripture. That kind of matched where I was at in my life, and it was just started. And I finally had gotten to a point that I was able to say: if I get the love of a man, if I get the love of my sisters, if I get the love of my children or a friend, if I get the love from them, that's a bonus on life, but my life doesn't count on it.