Catherine's Journey: Unpacking Steps 6 and 7 on Big Book Awakening
Without him, I have no power...all this stuff never let me live okay, you know, or have a wonderful life, have wonderful kids, a wonderful wife.
What happens when you confront the fears that drive your behaviors? In this episode of 'Big Book Awakening', Catherine takes us through her personal experience with Steps 6 and 7. She opens up about the challenging process of identifying the underlying fears that fueled her codependent addiction. Catherine's story is a raw and honest look at how she managed to pinpoint these fears and start the journey of removing her character defects.
Catherine emphasizes the importance of trusting in a higher power and letting go of the need to manage her image. She also shares her experiences with Steps 4 and 5, detailing how facing herself and forgiving others allowed her to live in a state of god consciousness throughout the day. A particularly poignant part of her story is the fear of god not existing, which she discusses candidly, revealing how this fear can control one's life.
This episode is a deep dive into the emotional and spiritual work required to overcome addiction and find peace. Whether you're on your own recovery journey or supporting someone who is, Catherine's insights offer valuable lessons in trust, forgiveness, and self-acceptance.