The Scapegoat's Path: James Powell's Journey of Truth and Healing
But I've also learned that the cost of not being a scapegoat and not speaking my truth has also nearly cost me my life.
What happens when someone dares to speak the truth in a world that wants to keep it hidden? In this compelling episode of 'This Little Light of Mine', James Powell dives deep into the concept of the 'scapegoat'. Often labeled as the troublemaker or problem child, the scapegoat is the one who calls out the issues others prefer to ignore.
For James, growing up as a closeted gay Christian in the Evangelical church, this role came with immense challenges and profound trauma. James opens up about his experiences with cPTSD, religious trauma, spiritual abuse, sexual abuse, and addiction. His story is not just about the pain but also about the journey towards mental, spiritual, and emotional health.
He shares how being a scapegoat meant facing marginalization and sidelining by those in power, yet it also paved the way for his truth-telling and healing. As a transgender pastor, James recounts the courage it took to come out during a sermon and the hurdles he faced as a transgender woman in a religious leadership role. His narrative highlights the intersectionality of LGBTQ+ issues and religious trauma, shedding light on the importance of unconditional acceptance within churches.
James emphasizes listening to oneself and taking care of one's body as vital steps in the healing process. This episode is a powerful testament to the strength it takes to speak one's truth and not succumb to being silenced. James's journey is both inspiring and relatable for anyone grappling with similar issues. Whether you're dealing with religious trauma, addiction, or LGBTQ+ struggles, James's story offers hope and encouragement to embark on your own path of recovery.