S2 E18 How It Works with Rowland H: Finding Clarity in Sobriety
My motives with others are always to fill up the hole in my soul to make me feel good.
Ever wondered how sobriety transforms relationships and self-awareness? In this episode, Agent X and Rowland H dive into page 70 of the Big Book of Alcoholics Anonymous, uncovering deep insights about honesty, self-reflection, and spiritual growth. Rowland opens up about his journey, sharing how he used prayer to become more spiritually fit and honest.
He talks candidly about realizing that his past motives were often about filling a void within himself, leading him to make amends and let go of the past. As Rowland puts it, 'everybody else is just moving on with their lives, and I'm the one who's like stuck in the past, like literally trading water'. This episode emphasizes the importance of The Big Book as a guide to a more meaningful life.
If you're looking for real talk about the ups and downs of sobriety and the power of self-discovery, this episode is a must-listen.