I'm someone that, like, holds onto trauma a lot and like, justifies people doing fucked up shit because of their trauma a lot, because I've justified myself for doing fucked up shit because of trauma. And like it's real, but it's like, you know, like it's different for everyone, whereas this point where it's like, I'm not a victim of my trauma anymore and I like, take back my power and am responsible for myself and accountable for myself and accountable for my actions and for different people to different ages.