If I had a tax issue, I'd go to a tax lawyer. Then, when I came out of that, I got another sponsor. And if I had just come clean with the whole thing and just gave it back and said: you know what I was wrong, let's start over, but you know I can't go back. I got days Today in my new recovery program and I feel like the six and a half years that I was sober did not go to waste whatsoever.