Risa M.'s Path to Sobriety: A Tale of Struggle and Spiritual Awakening
I have had an experience with god that I never, ever thought was going to be possible for me.
Imagine realizing that the life you’ve been leading isn’t bringing you happiness, and finding the courage to seek a different path. That’s exactly what Risa M. did, and she shares her powerful story in this episode of Mad Dog Recovery AA Speakers. Recorded at the Grace Group on December 1st, 2021, Risa opens up about her journey to sobriety, starting with her initial uncertainty about whether alcohol was her problem.
She noticed that people in Alcoholics Anonymous seemed happier, and she wanted that joy for herself. Risa dives into the complex relationship she had with alcohol, describing the allergy and intense craving that kept her chasing a fleeting sense of relief. Her candid reflections on how she repeatedly tried to regain that initial 'solution' despite knowing the consequences are both heartbreaking and relatable for anyone who has struggled with addiction.
A pivotal part of Risa's story is her experience with sponsorship and the AA steps. She talks about guiding others through the steps while battling her own delusions of control over her drinking and life. Her honesty about hitting rock bottom again, thinking she needed to drink to make AA work, is raw and real. Yet, it’s the intervention of the AA fellowship and the support of a dedicated sponsor that marked a turning point in her recovery.
Risa’s encounter with a higher power transformed her approach to sobriety, leading to an experience she never thought possible. By the end of the episode, she extends a heartfelt offer to be a sponsor, encouraging others to reach out for help. Her story is a testament to the joy and freedom that come from living an alcohol-free life, emphasizing the crucial role of working the steps and having a supportive community.
Tune in to hear Risa M.'s inspiring journey, filled with moments of struggle, revelation, and ultimate transformation.