The First Step: Robert McClellan's Journey Through Powerlessness in Recovery
Alcohol and drugs were my priorities, no matter what negative effects they had on my life. I couldn't stop. I wouldn't stop. I pretended to be in charge. I lived the lie that I was going to cut back, slow down and eventually get a grip on myself. But the addiction was all-powerful and insidious.
Ever wondered why admitting powerlessness is the cornerstone of many recovery programs? In this episode of the Real Sobriety Podcast, Robert McClellan takes you on a candid journey through his own experience with the first step of the 12-step program. Despite his occasional skepticism about the religious aspects of A.A., Robert acknowledges the structure and guidance it offers, especially during the early days of recovery.
Known for questioning authority and dogma, Robert has always been a seeker and critic, which led to him being labeled an agnostic and attending secular school. But his path wasn't always smooth. He shares how his life became a chaotic mess, filled with broken promises, destroyed relationships, financial struggles, and lost jobs. His addiction was like a multi-car pileup on an interstate highway, leaving destruction in its wake.
It wasn't until a therapist asked him if he considered himself an alcoholic that Robert faced the truth. This moment of honesty was his first step towards recovery. He emphasizes how crucial it is to be honest with oneself and admit powerlessness over addiction to regain control. This episode is part of a one-man step study where Robert delves into each step of the 12-step program and how it has shaped his life as a sober person.
Through his personal reflections, listeners can gain a deeper understanding of the impact of addiction on one's life and relationships. Tune in to Real Sobriety Ep. 44 for valuable insights into the transformative power of honesty and self-awareness in recovery.