Bentley's Journey: Embracing Step 4 with Honesty
Episode Overview
Bentley shares his experience with Step 4 and personal inventory. Discusses the impact of holding grudges and keeping score. Explores common AA sayings and their relevance. Highlights different methods of conducting personal inventories. Emphasises the importance of honesty and self-reflection in recovery.
I drink every day. It's always too much.
Bentley M. takes the hot seat in this episode of Alcoholics Alive! to share his raw and honest journey through Step 4 of Alcoholics Anonymous. Bentley opens up about his struggle with alcohol, recounting a series of events that led him to AA and the transformative process of making a 'searching and fearless moral inventory' of himself. He discusses how his initial attempts at sobriety were fraught with challenges, including a dramatic car accident that served as a wake-up call.
His story is one of resilience and the power of self-reflection, offering listeners a candid look at the importance of personal inventory in recovery. The hosts, Shank and Wayne, provide their usual blend of humour and wisdom, guiding Bentley through a discussion on the practical aspects of Step 4. They explore the idea that 'expectations are premeditated resentments' and other common sayings in AA, questioning their value and relevance.
Bentley's reflections on these sayings are both insightful and relatable, shedding light on the often misunderstood emotional landscape of recovery. You'll hear Bentley's heartfelt account of how he learned to let go of grudges and stop keeping score, realising that true progress comes from within. He also shares his experiences with different types of inventories, from the initial checkbox method in rehab to a more thorough, introspective approach guided by his sponsor.
Bentley's journey underscores the importance of honesty and willingness to face one's flaws without regret. This episode is a must-listen for anyone seeking inspiration and practical advice on navigating the complexities of sobriety. Whether you're new to AA or a seasoned member, Bentley's story will resonate deeply and offer valuable insights into the ongoing process of recovery.