Paul H.'s Rollercoaster Ride to Sobriety: Embracing Chaos and Finding Peace
I like to keep a little bit of the chaos and get rid of the atomic bombs.
Paul H.'s story is a wild ride through the ups and downs of sobriety, starting from a very young age. Imagine facing Alcoholics Anonymous at just 16 and stepping into rehab at 17. Paul takes listeners on a journey through his early struggles, including a significant 21-month relapse that tested his resolve. He doesn't shy away from the chaos that has often surrounded his life, sharing how he's learned to manage it without resorting to substances.
One of the standout moments in this episode is Paul's recounting of his 'white-light' experiences in rehab, those pivotal moments of clarity that many in recovery describe. He also talks about being part of what he calls 'sober seal team 6', a close-knit group that supported each other through the toughest times. Paul’s reflections on why 'this time is different' are particularly compelling, offering hope to anyone who has faced repeated setbacks.
He emphasizes the importance of reaching out for help during relapse struggles and the power of making amends. For Paul, time is a crucial element in recovery—sometimes you just have to let it pass and hold on tight. This episode is a candid look at the messy, unpredictable path to sobriety and serves as a reminder that even in chaos, there is hope and a chance for peace.