Steve's Path: Overcoming Anger and Embracing Sobriety on Boiled Owl AA Recovery Podcast
One pivotal moment for me in recovery was becoming a sponsor for someone.
Imagine struggling with justified anger that keeps pulling you back into old habits. That's the story of Steve, who first came to Alcoholics Anonymous in 1999 but found himself repeatedly derailed by what he calls 'the fuck-its'. In this episode of Boiled Owl AA Recovery Podcast, hosts Don and Sam sit down with Steve to explore his winding journey to sobriety and the moments that truly made a difference.
Steve opens up about how the Big Book's depiction of the actor trying to direct the show resonated deeply with him, prompting him to tackle the Fourth Step work head-on. This self-reflection helped him see how he was often in conflict with the world around him. But it wasn't just introspection that helped Steve turn the corner; becoming a sponsor played a crucial role in his recovery.
He shares how guiding others not only kept him accountable but also provided him with new insights into his own journey. The episode also delves into Steve's personal interpretation of the concept of God within AA, and how this spiritual understanding helped him shed the emotional baggage he brought into the program. Writing and praying became vital tools for Steve, aiding him in examining his reactions and fostering a deeper sense of acceptance.
Whether you're new to sobriety or have been on this path for years, Steve's story offers valuable lessons and inspiration. Tune in for a candid conversation that goes beyond the surface, touching on the real struggles and triumphs that come with recovery.