My dad was in recovery and being in recovery in my experience I've had now, um, you know, I wasn't around him all day, so I can't judge him or speak to exactly the man he was during that time. But when I was with him, he raged, absolutely, scared the shit out, terrified, even in sobriety, in sobriety, and you know, we can get into my experiences in sobriety because I've been there and now I know that.