Matthew P.'s Journey: Choosing Sobriety Over Toxic Love
I just knew that I could not get clean and stay clean if I'm with her, because when I tried- you know, there were times where I'd get, like you know, A Couple Of Days in and she worked at a bar and she'd have, she'd want me to come up there and see her.
What happens when the quest for love collides with the need for sobriety? In this heartfelt episode of 'Conduct Unbecoming: Stories of Addiction and Recovery', host Benjamin David sits down with Matthew P. to explore this very dilemma. Matthew opens up about his struggles with addiction, the search for Mr./Mrs. Right (or right now), and the tough choice he made to put his recovery first.
It's a story many in recovery can relate to, filled with highs and lows, including relapses and the challenge of finding supportive relationships. But Matthew's tale isn't just about the battles; it's about the victories too. He shares how he navigated through toxic relationships and found a life worth living, underscoring the importance of prioritizing sobriety above all else.
The conversation also bravely tackles the serious issue of suicidal thoughts, offering a candid look at Matthew's darkest moments and his journey towards seeking help. This episode is a raw and real reminder that recovery is not only possible but can lead to a fulfilling life. Whether you're dealing with addiction, struggling in a relationship, or facing mental health challenges, Matthew's story is a beacon of hope and resilience.