Matt's Journey: Embracing Powerlessness Over Alcohol
Episode Overview
Recognising powerlessness over alcohol is crucial. Relapse can happen unexpectedly, without thought. Arrogance and delusion often accompany addiction. Understanding loss of choice is key to recovery. Maintaining sobriety requires ongoing commitment and support.
I was done. It was like a four or five punch combination from Muhammad Ali.
In this episode of the SoberQ podcast, Matt shares his deeply personal journey of realising his powerlessness over alcohol. With a raw and honest recount of his experiences, Matt talks about his early days in AA and the treatment centres he attended in 2004. He vividly describes the moment when, after 16 months of sobriety, he impulsively accepted a beer without considering the consequences. This moment marked a turning point in his understanding of his addiction.
Comparing his struggle to a knockout punch from Muhammad Ali, Matt emphasises the relentless nature of alcoholism and the illusion of control many addicts face. He candidly discusses the arrogance and delusion that led him to believe he could manage his drinking, only to be proven wrong repeatedly. Through his story, Matt highlights the importance of recognising the loss of choice and willpower that defines alcoholism.
Now over 16 years sober, he credits his continued sobriety to his higher power and the ongoing practices he adheres to. This episode is a powerful reminder of the unpredictable nature of addiction and the strength required to maintain sobriety. If you're looking for a heartfelt and relatable account of the struggles and triumphs in recovery, Matt's story is one you won't want to miss.