Unmasking the Truth: Living with BPD
Episode Overview
Masking involves hiding true emotions to fit in or feel safer. BPD sufferers often mask suicidal ideation and other feelings. Masking can lead to unstable relationships and work challenges. Suppressing emotions may contribute to autoimmune conditions. Honest conversations about mental health can reduce stigma.
I always feel like I'm both doing a great job and everybody in the world can see what a disaster I am
Ever wondered what it feels like to constantly wear a mask, hiding your true self from the world? This episode of Bold Beautiful Borderline is a deep dive into the concept of masking, especially among those with Borderline Personality Disorder (BPD). Hosts Laurie Edmundson and Sara Amundson, along with guest co-host Leslie, engage in a raw and heartfelt conversation about the struggles of masking suicidal ideation and other aspects of living with BPD.
The episode starts with a candid recount of a personal experience at a grocery store that spirals into a broader discussion on how masking affects their daily lives. Laurie and Sara share their own experiences with masking, reflecting on how it has shaped their relationships and self-perception.
They discuss the constant calibration of how they present themselves in public, the fear of being seen as a target, and the internal conflict between wanting to fit in and staying true to oneself. Leslie adds her insights, discussing how masking has impacted her work as a therapist and the ethical dilemmas it poses. The trio also touches on the link between masking and physical health, particularly autoimmune conditions, highlighting the profound impact of suppressing one's true emotions.
The episode is a blend of serious reflection and light-hearted moments, making it an engaging listen for anyone dealing with similar issues or looking to understand more about BPD. Tune in to hear these brave women share their stories and offer a glimpse into the reality of living with one of the most stigmatized mental illnesses. It's an episode filled with honesty, vulnerability, and a touch of humour that makes it both informative and relatable.