It just, it got a lot harder for him and eventually, slippery slope, um, and yeah, it just, it was tough, it's tough. Well, uh, everything you're saying, I think that of the people watching right now can relate to, because we do self-medicate and we- and it's surprising that you told me that he went to a facility for Days and I suspect when he got out he felt good for A Week or two, or A Month, or two, or maybe Six Months, but he wasn't.