John N.: Finding Light After the Storm of Addiction
I can't do alcohol or drugs because it takes me to a really bad place. For me, it's so clear to me that that is not the experience that I'm looking to have.
Imagine being trapped in a cycle of addiction so intense that you’re indifferent to whether you wake up the next morning. That was John N.'s reality during Hurricane Sandy, a time when he was snorting cocaine around the clock and playing solitaire in his studio, hoping for an end. In this episode of 'Keep Coming Back: Real Stories of Sobriety & Recovery', John opens up about his journey from the depths of addiction to the heights of sobriety.
He candidly discusses the role Hurricane Sandy played in his substance abuse, the impact of drugs and alcohol on his life, and the pivotal moment when he decided enough was enough. John shares how attending meetings and having a sponsor became cornerstones of his recovery process. He emphasizes the importance of agency in maintaining sobriety, highlighting how positive self-talk and a connection to a higher power have been crucial in his journey.
One striking moment in the episode is when John reflects, 'I can't do alcohol or drugs because it takes me to a really bad place. For me, it's so clear to me that that is not the experience that I'm looking to have'. This powerful realization showcases his clarity and determination to stay sober. John also touches on navigating relationships and dating without relying on substances, and how he has adapted to the unique challenges posed by the COVID-19 pandemic.
His story is one of resilience, honesty, and unwavering strength. Tune in to hear John's inspiring narrative and find out how he transformed his life from chaos to calm.