I realized tonight that He didn't answer any of my questions. He simply sat with me in the midst of my doubt and unanswered questions, and he loved me. I may never know the answers to the things that have made me question this life and the one to come, and I believe that is for my benefit. But what I do know, sitting here tonight, without a single shred of doubt left anywhere in my being is that God is real. Jesus is real. His Holy Spirit is real and I am loved.