And after all that, like I, go sit down with, you know, with, with, uh, one of my sponsors or mentors, whatever, and you know, he's Years old, you know, it's years of sobriety and I'm just talking to him. You know, your time is limited, right, and he was like. You know, in most of The The Best Years of my life were in my sobriety, like, oh, you know, he's like all the chaos and insanity and my addiction.