Finding Strength in Surrender: Ed McDonough and Joe Kennedy on the First Step to Recovery

I don't want to go back to the point where, like, my life is unmanageable again and like I have to wake up every day, like wanting to get high, like and people, you know, I best-case scenario, like, I was not afraid of that, as bad as that sounds, yeah, so, like that didn't deter me, but it was all the other feelings and stuff.