I wanted to touch on one thing before we move forward here is this high functioning aspect of your life that you mentioned, right? Because, yeah, I mean, I see the high functioning too, as can be a red flag, you know, looking back, right. It's like, I'm showing up to work. You know, I mean, a lot of these people too, you see, and like you mentioned in your stuff, they might be doing more stuff than maybe people who aren't struggling with this, you know? And I think it's definitely compensating for something, but how were you able to get through maybe the denial there if there was like about this can't be that, that can't be that big of a problem. Mm-hmm. I don't think I overcame it until I did it. I was very, very defensive. And I'm like, I don't know. You have to talk to my husband because I was the person with the problem. I didn't, wine was my best friend and my only coping tool. And I couldn't feel good without it at the end. I needed it to feel good. Not to feel good, to not feel bad, right? Like it stopped feeling good, but at least stopped the withdrawal of feel bad. Like it, it stopped feeling good, but at least stopped the withdrawal of feeling bad.