I think the last time I came to San Antonio was, uh, when I was like um, and I relapsed About A Month after um and and got fired from jobs. And I was like I'm going to go to therapy. Hey, you drink every single night, um, and show up like shit. So it took me like a good like Two Weeks till I was like: okay, I'm actually going to do this, like I'm actually going to give it my all, you know, um, and and try to stay sober.