Saz's Sobriety Journey: From Moderation Attempts to Complete Abstinence
Episode Overview
Saz's struggles with eating disorders and alcohol began in her teenage years. Despite attempts at moderation, quitting completely was the only solution for her. An emotional breakup led Saz to realise she needed sobriety for herself. Early sobriety was challenging but connecting with others helped her find joy. Saz's story highlights the importance of self-awareness and perseverance.
It was fun until it wasn't, and I don't really remember because it was just that quick of a switch for me.
Saz's journey through alcohol addiction is a rollercoaster of emotions, resilience, and eventual triumph. Growing up in Northern Ireland with a supportive family, she still found herself battling insecurities and a need for control. These feelings led her to struggles with eating and later, an unhealthy relationship with alcohol. Her story takes you through the ups and downs of trying to moderate her drinking, only to realise that quitting completely was the only solution for her.
From the awkwardness of social anxiety to the dark moments of waking up in a hospital in Spain, Saz's experiences are both relatable and eye-opening. In this episode, Saz opens up about her childhood and teenage years, marked by a constant search for acceptance and identity. Despite her attempts to fit in, she often felt out of place, leading her to wear different masks in various situations.
The turning point came after an emotional breakup and a period of self-reflection while working at a camp in America. It was then she realised that she needed to desire sobriety for herself, not for others. Saz's candid reflections on her journey to sobriety highlight the importance of self-awareness and the courage to seek help. She discusses the challenges of early sobriety, the loneliness, and the struggle to find joy in a world that often glorifies drinking.
Yet, through it all, she found solace in connecting with others who shared similar experiences and in activities that brought genuine happiness. Her story is a testament to the power of perseverance and the importance of finding one's path to recovery. If you're struggling with alcohol or know someone who is, Saz's journey might just be the inspiration you need to take that first step towards a healthier, happier life.