Howard L.

Big Book Podcast

Howard L.

  • FEAR OF FEAR

FEAR OF FEAR

Friday 30th October 2020

Hear Ceil M.'s inspiring journey through addiction and recovery on the Big Book Podcast. Discover the power of honesty and giving back.
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Big Book Podcast
Author:
Howard L.
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Categories:
Sobriety Day by Day
Family Recovery from Addiction
Financial Health in Recovery
Understanding Addiction & Recovery
Sexual Empowerment & Identity
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Facing Fear: Ceil M.'s Journey Through Addiction and Recovery

We are not reformed drunks but informed alcoholics.
Imagine finding the courage to confront your deepest fears. In this episode of the Big Book Podcast, Howard L. brings to life the compelling story of Ceil M., who began her sobriety journey in New York City back in 1949. Ceil's tale isn't just another recovery story; it's a heartfelt narrative about the struggles and triumphs she faced alongside her husband, George, as they both navigated the path to sobriety through Alcoholics Anonymous (AA).
Ceil’s story, titled 'Fear of Fear', is a powerful reminder of the impact of honesty and self-awareness in battling addiction. Initially skeptical about AA, it was a familiar face at a meeting that sparked her commitment to change. Her journey underscores the importance of being vigilant and truthful about one's addiction and its repercussions on relationships.
Eighteen years after joining AA, Ceil shared her reflections in a 1968 Grapevine article, expressing the joy and freedom she and George found through their continued involvement in AA. She passionately defended their ongoing participation, saying, “Friends ask us why we continue to go to meetings, do Twelfth Step work, and speak at other groups.
They ask, ‘Isn't eighteen years enough time to prove you have the alcoholic problem licked?’ My answer,” she said, “is always the same: that I love my AA. It is the one Fellowship that has given us our lives, our freedom, and happiness. We are not reformed drunks - but informed alcoholics”. Ceil's experience highlights the transformative power of taking personal responsibility and the profound impact of giving back to the community.
Through her story, listeners can find inspiration and practical insights into maintaining sobriety and supporting others on their recovery journey. Howard L.'s narration adds depth and warmth to Ceil’s words, making this episode a must-listen for anyone seeking hope and guidance in their battle against addiction.