The Realities of Relapse: Jowita's Journey on Lovely Creatures
I actually don't want to lie anymore, because the lying is way more difficult than facing consequences.
Relapse isn't just a minor setback; it's a conscious decision to let go of sobriety, as Jowita, a mother and alcoholic, candidly shares in this episode of 'Lovely Creatures'. For her, the term 'slip' doesn't quite capture the gravity of the moment when she decided to abandon her abstinence. Instead, she describes it as a 'fuck it' moment, a deliberate choice to drink again despite the consequences.
Jowita found herself in a painful cycle of lying about her drinking while sporadically attending meetings, which created an unbearable mental conflict. This inner turmoil eventually pushed her to recommit to sobriety, but it wasn't an easy road back. Through her story, Jowita emphasizes the critical role of honesty in recovery. She explains how the lies and deceit were far more exhausting than facing the truth and its repercussions.
Isolation often accompanies relapse, making accountability and support systems even more crucial. After her relapse, Jowita explored different meetings to find the right fit for her recovery journey. Her experience serves as a poignant reminder that recovery is a continuous process requiring honesty, accountability, and the right support network. Tune in to hear Jowita's raw and inspiring story, offering hope and encouragement to anyone grappling with relapse or seeking the right support group.