Brock McLean: Confronting Mental Health and the Weight of Expectations
I was so lucky that I was found, you know, when I was, because I genuinely wanted to end my life.
Picture this: a former AFL player, once in the limelight, now grappling with the shadows of his own mind. In this episode of 'Making Sense of Chaos', Brock McLean gets real about his struggles with depression, anxiety, and bulimia. Growing up in a blue-collar family, Brock was taught that showing any sign of weakness was off-limits. He felt undeserving of friends, joy, or even basic kindness, leading him to isolate himself as a form of punishment.
His self-worth was tightly bound to his football career, making the transition to life after retirement incredibly challenging. To cope, he turned to alcohol and drugs, spiraling into a dark place where he even attempted suicide. It was this rock-bottom moment that pushed him to seek professional help. Through therapy, Brock discovered the power of vulnerability and the necessity of reaching out for support.
His story sheds light on how toxic masculinity can devastate mental health and highlights the dangers of using substances as a crutch. If you're facing similar struggles or know someone who is, Brock's journey serves as a poignant reminder that seeking help is a sign of strength, not weakness.