I think one of the things I've kind of learned from AA is I've kind of figured out what my story is and I've been able to articulate it, you know, and kind of find language for it, and I just take it as a given now that I can talk about things and how I'm feeling and problems, and for a long time I couldn't, I couldn't talk about it and it was all kind of, you know, a terrible kind of shameful secret and full of embarrassment and all of the things that people talk about as AA meetings.