For me, what was, uh, what I believed in at the beginning and what I still, you know, kind of do believe in, still don't really believe in god, is, uh, the collective, um power of human consciousness and, like the group as a whole and all- and it is miraculous if you think about it- all of these people coming together who were so hopeless, who were so, whose lives were destroyed by drinking and drugs, who were in institutions, who were on death's door, who lost their families, their careers, like all of these people that were so hopeless, and this was like the last house on the block.