I feel less shitty about myself. And I feel less like I need to go out and get that external validation or friend seeking on the regular. I don't, I don't want people to think that my wife drags me to dinner and I'm like, 'fuck all of you.' I have fun, you know, like, so usually when I don't want to go and I go, I have fun. And then the next day I have an energetic hang like, I'm so glad I did that. And I feel better and I feel accomplished or like I overcame a little bit of a block there. That's why I think that maybe instead of jumping to being like, 'I don't want any new friends,' you know, instead of being like that, maybe who knows what could come of it just because someone has, I guess, I don't know.