At the end of the day, one of the things that I was blessed with was I was able to go to a really good middle school that was really small and targeted as a Jesuit middle school for poor kids in the city of Boston. So, even though I had this really troubled adolescence, I had this, this really caring community that that was, that taught me about service to others, that taught me about the value of education, that taught me about the value of diversity and that, I think, really instilled some really you know, some, some- something in me that kind of when I was, you know, and the other, the other thing, was that I saw a lot of people die.