I feel like it's a good place to end it and I do want to i know we didn't get to the point of you actually forgiving your abuser but i think we could probably start off the episode with that next time and then we'll kind of talk through our marriage and then that'll be kind of our part two of this because i feel like it's important. I know that wasn't easy to go through that again, but I also know that you're pretty fearless in talking about what God has done in your life.