Benjamin Lerner: From Addiction to Redemption Through Music and Words
Episode Overview
Benjamin reflects on his privileged upbringing, insecurities, and the need for validation through material possessions He vividly describes his descent into addiction, dropping out of school, car crashes under the influence, and a promising music career overshadowed by substance abuse Benjamin's journey to recovery is marked by introspection, reckoning with his past actions, making amends, and embracing authenticity He highlights the transformative power of recovery fellowships and shares his commitment to helping others navigate their own journeys Benjamin candidly acknowledges the complexity of recovery, addressing the impact of emotional stressors and the continuous work required to maintain sobriety
I'm addicted to carrying the message of recovery because how I beat this disease is one addict at a time.
Imagine having everything you could want, yet still feeling lost. That's Benjamin Lerner's story. A Vermont-based composer, writer, radio host, and recovery advocate, Benjamin seemed to have it all—talent, intelligence, and a supportive family. But the grip of alcohol and drugs pulled him into a downward spiral marked by multiple car crashes, rehab stints, and a life nearly derailed by addiction.
In this episode of 'The Truth About Addiction', Benjamin opens up about his journey from privilege to rock bottom and back again. He credits his mother’s own recovery journey as a beacon of hope that guided him through his darkest days. With raw honesty, Benjamin talks about the reckless behavior that defined his addiction and the pivotal moment when he realized the substances were no longer numbing his pain. Music became his salvation.
Combining classical piano with lyrical rap, Benjamin created an album called CLEAN, blending hip-hop with messages of recovery. His radio show, CLEAN Jams, serves as a platform for discussing mental health and sobriety through music. He works tirelessly—80 hours a week—to ensure these messages reach those who need them most. Throughout the episode, Benjamin emphasizes the importance of gratitude and the miracle of each breath.
He reflects on his insecurities, the need for validation through material possessions, and the emotional stressors that complicated his recovery. His journey is one of introspection, making amends, and embracing authenticity. Benjamin’s story is a testament to the transformative power of recovery fellowships and the ongoing work required to maintain sobriety. His dedication to helping others find their path to self-love and sobriety shines through every word.
Whether you're battling addiction or supporting someone who is, this episode offers a powerful reminder that redemption is possible.