It's glaringly obvious on the one side that my story, um, is a cautionary tale for what could be for an alcoholic- um, you know, I don't, I don't want it to to come across as like doomsday-ish, but it is possible to die from this disease, and literally from this disease, I mean the fact that there was no other cause listed on his death certificate- proves the fact that this disease itself can kill you, um.