But if you work as hard as your sobriety as you do as you're drinking, then you'll be onto a winner and you might think: oh, I don't really work that hard for drinking. Even so, even if you're going to me, oh, I'm not addicted though. And the withdrawals, the physical, the emotional withdrawals and all the uncovering of all those emotions that are underneath? But it's so much easier to do with the community.