Do I Really Gotta Pay Them Back?

Do I Really Gotta Pay Them Back?

Ever wondered how making amends can truly transform your recovery journey? In this episode of the Clean Dreams Podcast, Walker M. and Josh tackle Step 9, which is all about making amends and repaying old debts, both spiritual and monetary. They dive deep into page 78 of the Big Book's 'Into Action' chapter, sharing their personal experiences and the hurdles they faced along the way. Walker M.

opens up about his efforts to clean up his credit and how this has boosted his self-esteem. Meanwhile, Josh delves into his resentment list and the steps he took to make amends. The conversation touches on the importance of taking responsibility and the profound impact of living amends.

One memorable quote from the episode is, 'I always want something external to reach towards, to say, okay, now, I'm okay, I have this, and when it's not a substance like alcohol or whatever else, it's more of a physical thing in the world. Okay, well, responsibility comes along with it and since I have people around me, I've actually had people help me out in ways I never expected'.

This episode is perfect for anyone grappling with the amends process or seeking inspiration on their path to sobriety. Tune in to hear how these experiences can help you navigate your own recovery journey.