Chris S. on Steps 4-5: A Journey Through Alcoholism and Recovery
Episode Overview
Chris S. shares his early experiences with alcohol and addiction. He discusses the transformative power of steps 4-5 in AA. The importance of honesty and self-reflection in recovery is highlighted. Chris uses humour to engage the audience while discussing serious topics. The role of spiritual principles in overcoming addiction is emphasised.
I was disconnected in a way that was very profound from you, from my world, from the spirit.
Chris S. takes the stage at Day by Day's SG's 1st Annual 12 Step Workshop 2023 to share his experiences with steps 4 and 5 of Alcoholics Anonymous. From the moment he starts speaking, Chris captivates the audience with his raw and honest recounting of his journey through alcoholism and recovery.
He begins by expressing his gratitude for being part of the event and quickly dives into the heart of his talk—steps 4 and 5, which he describes as incredibly deep and transformative in his recovery journey. Chris shares vivid anecdotes from his early days of drinking, painting a picture of a young boy who quickly realised he had a different relationship with alcohol than his peers.
His story of drinking a dusty bottle of Four Roses liquor at age 13 is both humorous and harrowing, illustrating the beginning of a long struggle with addiction. As Chris recounts his journey, he touches on the profound disconnection he felt from the world and how alcohol initially seemed to be the solution to his self-consciousness. However, this relationship with alcohol quickly turned toxic, leading to blackouts, job losses, and strained family relationships.
His candidness about these dark times adds a layer of authenticity to his talk, making it relatable for anyone who has struggled with addiction. The core of Chris's message lies in the spiritual principles and exercises of steps 4 and 5. He talks about the importance of being transparent and authentic about one's life during these steps.
Sharing his own experiences, he highlights how these steps helped him confront his resentments, fears, and faults, leading to a transformative sense of self-awareness and acceptance. Chris's humour shines through even in serious moments, like when he describes his sponsor walking dogs while listening to his fifth step. This blend of light-heartedness and depth makes his talk engaging and memorable.
By the end of his talk, Chris leaves the audience with a powerful message about the importance of honesty, self-reflection, and spiritual growth in recovery. His journey serves as an inspiring example for anyone seeking to overcome their struggles with alcohol. Don't miss this episode if you're looking for a heartfelt and transformative story about recovery.